If pain were a sport, you'd be a gold medalist
because the way I feel now, I need a therapist
Like a vortex that drags in its lonely victim
then spits them out, like a pattern, a system.
The uncontrollable emotions I feel, like a burst water pipe
as if there's something missing, you should be on Skype.
I know it sounds stupid but it was love at first sight
and now I'm in love but you're not here to hold me at night.
Like an addiction to drugs or a desire to drink
I want you in my life alot more than you think
Because the nights are so cold and I feel more alone
There was always the distance but now it's just grown.
300 k's, 4 hours away
The phone calls, the visits, it made it okay.
But now it feels like we're a world apart
and there's no bigger gap than the one in my heart
UPDATE: Okay, so i just turned this into a song and recorded it and I feel like a fucking freak. I need everyone to understand that this is not what I'm normally like.
